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Nothing is better than spending time with the person you love. Mundane things and sceneries mean so much                                                                                                  more.
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Dating, coffee and iPhones

We live in a time of technological blessings. Overseas and missing someone? Why not face-time them? Want to show your conventional friends that you’re life is so interesting and alternative that you’re at an exclusive art show ? Why not check in so that your fellow Facebookers are aware of how damn jealous they are of you. How about meeting your soul-mate or something? Join a dating website..

*START RANT*. I was approached by a friend not too long ago. Aware of my very single status, she told me about Tinder. Tinder is a dating app for your iPhone. Yes, you read that right. You can now start dating from a phone app, how spoiled are we, huh? The catchphrase, “Find out who likes you nearby,” it makes my insides recoil in horror.  I don’t really know exactly how it works, and quite frankly, I surely don’t give a damn.

Now, while I’m not condescendingly insulting those who in reality really need online dating,  I for one, just can’t keep up with today’s social lifestyle. Sometimes our lives are so hectic, chasing that promotion, tending to our kids, part time student-part time waitress, whatever life throws at us, there is always an ultimatum. *Angelic harps playing in 3,2,1* Online dating. If you really don’t have a social life, no one is judging, why not try FARMERSONLY.COM (I know, I know, I’m giggling too). eHarmony, Black people meet, Christian mingle. Take your pick dearest, the combinations are interminable!

There’s this joke that takes place between a child and his father, something along the lines of this:

Kid: Daddy, how did you and mommy meet?
Dad: Well, you see son, it all started when your mother liked my selfie…

I cannot tell a lie, I laughed the first time I heard it -maybe not a full hearty laugh, more like I breathed in and out a lot louder and faster than  usual-  I wouldn’t be surprised if this answer became the new norm. As a 19 year old, amongst my peers I know I’m thought to be démodé. I’m proud to be that way. So picture yourself at a local coffee shop and taking a break from reading The Alchemist-cause you’re in a need of a push to pursue your enigmatic destiny- to take a sip of your soy latte, and suddenly you see them. Your heart palpitates so loud it’s resounding in your ears. You spot his face. Or hers-whichever way you roll- staring at you with heart shaped pupils just a few tables away. You look away, sheepishly, putting that damned annoying strand of hair behind your ear only to look up again. You both lock gazes, your spirits exit your bodies,  amalgamating ,dancing together as angels throw tufts of heart shaped clouds into the atmosphere as they sing:

“Yes I believe in love at first sight
Cause I’m sure it just happened to me”

Whatever, I don’t care what you’re thinking… It could still happen… But my point remains! What has happened to interacting on a intimate level? You know, the one where instead of texting someone vigorously all day, you call and ask to meet up. We hide so much of ourselves behind our phones and laptops that we’re losing our interpersonal competence.  That’s where my worry-agitation lies. And while I definitely don’t mean EVERYONE, I am most definitely referring to my age group, teenagers and younger kids who are growing up not knowing what writing a personal letter to someone means. They’re missing out on going to the park to make friends and all that other stuff we did as children. Take my 11 year old nephew for example, he DREADS going out. Hates it. Cries even. He just can’t stand to be away from his Ipad or game console. I do applaud him for being  a book worm (proud aunt) but his interest in literature has become minuscule due to all this technology *sad face* His younger siblings are following his steps as well. My 11 year old nephew was born when digital cameras were just out, he has a whole album dedicated to him. From infancy to somewhere when he was about 7 or so. The other two? Not so much. My niece was angry while we ogled my nephew’s photo albums. All his pictures were there, in it’s true form. Then we look down and see her crying, demanding us to show her her photo albums. Our response? “What? Honey all your baby pictures are up on Facebook.” That’s when I came up with  internet babies. Kids who are being born in the time where physical albums aren’t demanded as much. Why buy albums when Facebook has no limit to the amount of albums you can create. Our kids, or future kids are going to grow old enough to not have to search the attic for old photos of them. They can holographic-ally will be able to go on dates with people (don’t judge me, technology will never cease to shock us), this leads to horrible internet slang, bad spelling/grammar (lyk dis) and last but not least, we’ll have this whole generation of uncommunicative, iPhone staring zombies.

Brunch with a friend means brunch with the top view of someone’s head. If they’re not tagging your exact location, they’re instagramming your food, taking selfies for Facebook or just texting away. And that conversation you had in mind? Yeah, good luck trying to compete for their attention. All in all while all this technology is a blessing, it’s quite insidious. It’s slowly putting an end to communications, natural encounters -serendipity anyone?- social skills and maybe even our relationships. I for one know that as old fashioned as this may sound, I want to meet a guy in the most organic way. Maybe at the beach, in the subway, local farmers market, just at any moment I’m looking away from my phone. Challenge yourself, take one slight second to look up from your device, from aimlessly browsing through old text messages or refreshing your dead news feed-and you could hold off on double tapping that picture of a filtered watermelon- just one second is all it takes to make genuine eye contact with someone not on your screen. How about an honest smile to those around you? That is all I’m really trying to get to. Enjoy the gift of being out and not worrying about what everyone else is posting up. It’s exhausting, actually. Take time to do yoga, go get “dat ass” by heading to the gym, read a damn book, or learn to cook, make some bad ass swans out of origami. Just anything that doesn’t revolve around your phone or laptop. You’ll feel better, promise. You’ll feel more organically connected rather than cyber-ly(?)connected. Chat up a stranger rather than befriending a internet stranger. Write a letter to a friend (maybe I’m getting carried away here?) You’ll learn the power of raw human interaction, which personally I believe should never die out.

Now about those nooks or kindles, why not go to the library, you know? Like what if you’re in the aisle reading The Road. Then, to relieve that cramp in your neck, cause you’re so intrigued and can’t seem to look away from the pages due to your intriguing desire to live bohemian-ly, you circle your head around and  you spot his face. Or hers-whichever way you roll- staring at you with heart shaped pupils just a few aisles away…

He’s just not that into you..

I’ve been told that when a man likes you, you’ll know. He’ll move mountains if possible just to get you. Marvin Gaye couldn’t have sang it better, ain’t no mountain high enough for a man who’s into you.
 I’m guilty of thinking I’m immune to getting heartbroken or rejected and he’ll somehow always want me at the end cause I’m just so awesome (hah). But sadly I’ve accepted the hardest thing there is to accept.. Sometimes he may be just not that into me.
And maybe I’m creating this fantasy in my head when in reality there was nothing there to begin with.
I figured it was time to stop lying to myself and just admit that maybe “he’s just not that into you.”

He’s just not that into you if:

1. He just flats out tells you he’s not into you.
Some of us ladies are guilty of denial. He doesn’t like you. Don’t miscalculate, don’t decipher, don’t misinterpret this. Guys are simple, you’ll KNOW when he doesn’t fancy you, now stop stalking the guy and find someone who is worth your time.

2. He’s not attempting to get to know you.
I used to see this one guy who in the span of a month of talking knew nothing about me. Nothing. Not my last name, not what I liked/hated, he wasn’t interested in getting to know me. He’d take HOURS to reply due to work so we’d only exchange about 4 texts daily. I understood that completely, I’m not an attached gal anyways, but times he would ask me anything, it’d be questions about based solely on sex.. What even. That’s when I knew to kick him to the curb, he wasn’t getting to know me because he wasn’t thinking anything long term. A guy who IS into you will want to know everything about you. What makes you happy, what makes you tick, what music you’re into, even the most minimal fact about yourself. So ladies, if a guy isn’t even slightly interested in getting to know such an interesting person such as yourself, chances might be that he’s just not that into you.. 

3. He’s not available for you.
I’m currently struggling with this one. So, he has a lady friend or a wife that he’s NOT leaving anytime soon. Guess what? He’s just not that into you, honey.  This is where it’s a pride crusher. So you might think,”it’s different with me though!” “he’s so into me though” “things aren’t going so smooth between them right now though” “he promised he’s going to leave her for me and I’m just waiting around until he does” blah blah, whatever the case may be, he’s not emotionally available for you, or physically. Even if he is, you only get a percentage of what he has to offer, at the end of the day she’s getting to enjoy him without have to hide or being kept in the dark. Not you. It’s not fun having scraps anyways. So what if he leaves her for you? There’s an old saying that goes, “the same way you get your man is the same way you lose him” or something along the lines of that. He’s already in a committed relationship but having you on the side. Who wants a man like that anyways? You deserve someone who is available to you 100% of the time not just during his work hours, when she’s not around. If he’s with her and not you, your answer is pretty clear… He’s just not that into you. 

3. He acts like a douchebag.
Been there done that. Plenty times. I’m guilty of being one of those chicks so infatuated with “BAD BOYS.” I love them. Love. Them. Now, I’ve found some sweet bad boys. Jerk-ish bad boys. Then there were the plain ol’ douchebags. No one deserves to end up with a douche. Not only do they lower your self-esteem, but they enjoy feeling superior to you. They give you that hot and cold loving. They love you one moment and the next minute giving you the cold shoulder. What this brings is confusion and is a guarantee one way ticket to heartacheville. If a man is not treating you with respect, making you feel like the most beautiful woman in the world, doing his best to make you feel absolutely happy.. He’s definitely not into you. No normal functioning being would mistreat or hurt someone they love intentionally, unless you’re dating a sociopath – in that case, I’m sending help your way as I type this!- I say ditch that vaginal cleanser and find someone who values you and your feelings, you precious jewel, you!

4. You haven’t heard from him.
So it’s been weeks or month that you haven’t heard from him. CALL HIM, MAYBE HE WAS STRUCK BY THE METEOR WHILE IT MADE IT’S WAY TO AUSTRALIA! IF HE DOESN’T ANSWER, CALL HIM 20 MORE TIMES THEN FB HIM, ETC!! -Drop the phone! Chances are that if he’s disappeared from view for quite sometime, you’re not on his mind. With all this technology, there’s no excuse to not hear from someone, unless they’re not into you. Texting easily takes about 20 seconds, FB messaging, CALLING, Facetiming etc.. It’s not that hard to contact someone to let them know you’re still alive. If you’re not hearing from him, chances are he’s just not that into you. It’s time to find someone who can’t wait to call you or text you or just get in contact with you altogether. We don’t want those overly attached guys either though.. 

Obviously there are PLENTY of more signs and I guess at the end of the day each person should trust their own gut, it’s usually always right but we are so blinded by what we want to happen, we go about and start creating a fantasy in our minds and our gut is often ignored.  So how does one start attracting the on that IS into you? You can start by making yourself happy. You make yourself happy by loving yourself. You love yourself by getting rid of that jerk that’s
JUST NOT THAT INTO YOU.